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Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Entahlah

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Entahlah. Aku tak pernah merasa sekecewa ini. Kecewa yang begitu saja berkuadrat dengan sendirinya setelah sepanjang jalan ini. Aku tak tahu rencana apa yang terjadi setelah ini. Yang aku tahu, tidak semua yang kita inginkan dapat menjadi nyata.
Entahlah mungkin aku sedang kehilangan mimpi. Dan entahlah yang kesekian kali, aku sedih begitu saja. Rasanya seperti...... Mungkin kau bisa merasakan jika kita bertukar posisi sebentar.
Dan aku berjanji ini adalah entahlah yang terakhir ditulisan kali ini. Entahlah, kurasa ini tulisan dengan bumbu perasaan yang paling menyedihkan di halaman ini.

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Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Monday, May 19, 2014

try

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when you fall in love with someone without telling him about your feeling, its gonna be challenging and hurts a lot, I think. but I believe that there is a beautiful ending with someone that you mention him in every pray or someone who mention you in his pray. insyaAllah. there is nothing to worry. just be patient and everything seems great, right? Allah gives you the best!
aaah.. heaven knows Rick Price sounds good to listen now~

  

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Thursday, January 30, 2014

hacked

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abis postingan terakhir kemarin janji mau buka twitter lagi tapi belum kelakon. dikagetkan pagi ini email (di HP) dan whatsapp sama line message dari Rini. emailnya gini isinya. intinya welcome back to twitter. its has been a while since we last saw you.

intinya aku selalu dapet message itu ketika aku sesekali buka twitter yg jarang dibuka. dan itu masuk tadi malem. tengah malem. jam segitu udah tidur nyenyak nyenyaknya. kebetulan emailnya real-time di HP. dan itu berarti ada 'orang' yang masuk ke akun ku. oyaa isi message dari Rini bilang "nur, kamu itu kirim link di dm twitter apaan isinya?"

woh.. kaget jangan jangan ngirim link link ga jelas nih via DM. dan setelah aku berhasil login bener 'orang' itu ngirim ngirim link ga jelas (dan beda beda) ke banyak orang via Direct Messages dan 'orang' itu nge follow orang orang. huft sebel. biasanya yang nyepam nyepam gitu karena klik link sesuatu. tapi ini ga. login aja engga. maaf ya temen temen yang ke kirim DM ga jelas dari aku. alhamdulillahnya password masih aman.

biasanya juga dibajak (facebook) sebatas update status ga jelas ini sampe kirim kirim ga jelas. di twitter lagi. social media yang jarang aku sentuh cenderung hampir ga pernah beberapa tahun ini. dan twitter socmed yg paling 'eksklusif'. maksudnya biasanya ngetwit ke orang orang deket atau bermaksud buka omongan atau orang yg ada perlu. huft. gini ya rasanya. sebel sampe ke ubun ubun.

apa coba motivasinya masuk ke akun orang dan ngobrak abrik? :(

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Friday, January 17, 2014

coba deh

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yang berhubungan dengan psikologi emang selalu asik (menurutku). awalnya sekitar 8 tahun, zaman SMP. waktu di perpustakaan SMP Nasima nemu buku apa ya lupa judulnya, pokoknya tentang Grafologi. apa tuh? googling coba.. buku tebel yang lahap abis dalam beberapa jam, biasanya juga berhari - hari baca buku nya. baguuss.. suka.. dan makin tambah suka gara - gara zaman SMA dikenalin Kokologi di organisasi. apa itu? googling coba.. (itu mulu). keren semua. ilmu psikologi keren. sempet pengen lanjut di psikologi juga, tapi ga jadi..

baru - baru ini di timeline FB temen SMA, Ayu Faliha (anak psikologi Undip) nge-share tentang Personality. based on picture we have chosen. iseng - iseng milih.. ayooo coba pilih yang paling disuka..

hayoo mana?


Aku milih yang nomer 5.. apa ya artinyaaaa? dan, rasa - rasanya aku bangettt deh jawabnya

Ini jawabannya kalo udah milih (in English)
  1. You are a generous and moral (not to confuse with moralizing) person. You always work on self-improvement. You are very ambitious and have very high standards. People might think that communicating with you is difficult, but for you, it isn't easy to be who you are. You work very hard but you are not in the least selfish. You work because you want to improve the world. You have a great capacity to love people until they hurt you. But even after they do. . . you keep loving. Very few people can appreciate everything you do as well as you deserve. 
  2. You are a fun, honest person. You are very responsible and like taking care of others. You believe in putting in an honest day's work and accept many work-related responsibilities. You have a very good personality and people come to trust you easily. You are bright, witty and fast-thinking. You always have an interesting story to tell. 
  3. You are a smart and thoughtful person. You are a great thinker. Your thoughts and ideas are the most important. You like to think about your theories and views alone. You are an introvert. You get along with those who likes to think and learn. You spend a lot of time, thinking about morality. You are trying to do what is right, even if the majority of society does not agree with you. 
  4. You are perceptive and philosophical person. You are a unique, one soul of your kind. Next to you there's no one even slightly similar to you. You are intuitive and a bit quirky. You are often misunderstood, and it hurts you. You need personal space. Your creativity needs to be developed, it requires respect of others. You are a person who clearly sees the light and dark sides of life. You are very emotional. 
  5. You are self-assured and in charge. You are very independent. Your guiding principle in life is 'I'll do it my way.'. You are very self-reliant and know how to stay strong for yourself and the people you Love. You know exactly what you want and are not afraid of pursuing your dreams. The only thing you demand from people is honesty. You are strong enough to accept the truth. 
  6. You are kind and sensitive. People relate to you very well. You have many friends and you love helping them. You have this warm and bright aura that makes people feel good when they are around you. Every day, you think about what you can do to improve yourself. You want to be interesting, insightful and unique. More than anybody else in the world, you need to love. You are even ready to love those who don't love you back. 
  7. You are happy and unflappable. You are a very sensitive and understanding person. You are a great listener who know how to be non-judgmental. You believe that everybody has their own journey in life. You are open to new people and events. You are highly resistant to stress and rarely worry. Normally, you are very relaxed. You always manage to have a good time and never lose your way. 
  8. You are charming and energetic. You are a fun person who knows how to make people laugh. You live in a state of harmony with the universe. You are spontaneous and enthusiastic. You never say no to an adventure. Often, you end up surprising and even shocking people. But that's just how you are. . . You always remain true to yourself. You have many interests and if something proves of interest to you, you will not rest until you acquire a profound knowledge of this area. 
  9. You are optimistic and lucky. You believe that life is a gift and you try to achieve as much as possible and put this gift to the best use possible. You are very proud of your achievements. You are ready to stick by the people you care about through thick and thin. You have a very healthy approach to life. The glass is (at least) half full for you. You use any opportunity to forgive, learn, and grow because you believe that life is too short to do otherwise.
Pake google translate buat bantuan.. 
know your personality, sebenernya susah susah gampang. ilmu psikologi dirasa bisa jadi alat bantu buat mengenal diri sendiri :)


be your self, have a nice weekend :D

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menulislah..

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selama aku kenal dunia maya, wadah yang menurutku paling bisa bebas menampung dan tempat meluapkan adalah blog. blog ini tepatnya, pertama kali nulis ini sekitar tahun 2007an. jadi udah sekitar 7 tahunan bertahan di wadah ini dan masih kepegang sampe sekarang. beda sama di facebook yang kalo nyetatus atau share apapun harus mikir berkali - kali buat klik tombol 'post' atau twitter yang lama udah ga dibuka (cuma cek mention doang dari email :p) apa kangen? yaudah nanti login twitter lagi deh haha. gajelas deh nur. .

pernah ga kalian (yang biasa nulis di blog) ngebedain rasanya nulis langsung di PC sama nulis lewat mobile phone? dan berdasarkan survey yang aku lakuin ke diri sendiri (loh ini bukan survey namanya :p) hasil tulisannya beda banget. lebih easy-reading an kalo nulisnya dari PC.. dan ga tau kenapa sebabnya haha

nulis tuh enak (walaupun sering males), apalagi kalo udah nulis terus dibaca ulang. jadi ketagihan baca lagi, ketawa sendiri dan kadang suka ngomong sama diri sendiri "bisa ya nulis begini" haha. contohnya kayak sekarang. haha. apasih nur. jadi memutar memori setahun dua tahun tiga tahun.. yang lalu. nostalgia. masa lalu itu kata Rasul hal yang terjauh, ga bisa diraih lagi. yang ada cuma dikenang atau malah disesali *duh serem bahasanya. bikin tulisan ternyata ampuh lho buat jadi kenangan. jadi menulislah.. sebisanya (contohnya aku) :D

oya, satu lagi kalo kita lagi males nulis, bete, tapi dipaksa nulis juga hasilnya beda. jelek, ga enak dibaca. tapi stay-writing aja.. karena tulisan adalah karya.. "berkaryalah maka kau akan kaya" - Menur, wushhhh
kaya akan pengalaman maksudnya haha

coba tebak, ini nulis pake media apaaa? PC apa mobile phone? ;p


semoga tetep stay-writing,

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